♥ Monday, August 31, 2009
Wah. Suay or what you tell me?
Th very first minute after my last paper, REDS came.
& Th very official first day of hols I'm sick.
WTH.
Srly, wth man.
Last year I don't rmb being sick.
But this year I'm sick like twice already. Wth Wth!
And I can't go to Simin's house like AGAIN.
SHUCKS TTM.
AHHHHHHHHHH!~
$#%*&^@$!%
Penned downn @ 1:18 AM
♥ Saturday, August 29, 2009
Woah damn shiok! Exam's ovvveerrr! Finallyyyyy ttm!
Suddenly I feel so empty. Haha. Cos' for th past couple of weeks life's pretty routine. Wake up, then on th table lamp and study for hours. Now, I dont know what to do, kind of aimless. Haha.
First day of th hols and I'm welcomed by th REDS. Or should I say th very first minute when my last paper ended I'm welcomed by th REDS. It's damn shittening, eeew. Damn crampy like f.
Anyways, yesterday after Contract Law paper, we all headed to town.
- Lunch @ Pepperlunch!
- Walked around w June, Daniel, Ming and Simin before separating w them thanks to Simin's wedges. LMAO.
- Movied with Simin, Mark, Andy, Jerone, and Wengkit @ Grand Cathay; "The Proposal".
After th movie, had to rush back to Yishun cos' it's alr 7pm and I've still got dinner to attend to. So Simin and I took 167 all th way back to Yishun. Then I got to change another bus to my house area. Reached 265 at nout 8.50pm. Still can lah. Haha. Daddy bidded many many things ytd. His money is just flying away whenever th lunar 7th month comes.
Dinner ended at bout 11pm. Ah kun uncle bidded this bicycle, and then suddenly say can give me. LOL. I don't know want take or not cos' I don't really ride a bicycle and am afraid will just be kind of wasting his $$. Haha. But under his persuasion I decided to take and even ride around 265. But mummy said NO. LOL!!! Well, uncle and mummy made me in a dilemma, caught in th middle. But in e end didnt ride th bicycle back :/ Well, it's okay, it will just be a space-contraint and collecting of dust if I were to bring it back. Haha.
After reaching home, bathed and online for bout an hour or so and I bomp on the bed already. Damn shiok, within 5mins I fell asleep already. Cos' been having insomnia and been such long time since I last fell asleep within such damn short period of time.
Slept for like 14hours. SHIOK-A-MAMA. But feeling tired and not-so-good though, thanks to th REDS. Shit you srly.
Penned downn @ 5:08 PM♥ Saturday, August 22, 2009
Phew. Here to use th lappie a while. NEED TO TAKE A BREAK. My right index finger and thumb's hurting! Been writing and writing from yesterday and today. Th index finger's bone kind of distorted. HAHA. Anyways, finally done w my Contract Law notes. Can put it one side already. Gonna revise accountings later. I think I'm gonna be dead for Family Law, shucks.
Anyways, thursday marked th opening of th lunar 7th month, meaning th opening of th hell gates. On thurs night, headed over to 123 for th dinner, th kind whereby there's like auctions and ge tai, w daddy and jie and her bf. Every year we'll attend such dinner like maybe 2 or 3 times. Besides th food, I see no interest in anything else. HAHA. Well well well. Oh, and th dinner ended w a couple of guys fighting, lmao, as usual.
Then yesterday, headed over to Republic Poly to study with ah en. Betray my Temasek Poly. HAHA. It was kind of a SCARY experience ytd. Cos' it's exam week for th RP students, and from afar, right from th MRT Control Station, en & I can see TROOPS and TROOPS of RP students streaming out from RP. It's like one big area BOMBARDED with th students. It's so... What a disgusting feeling. Not saying RP students are disgusting luh (-_-) but that it's just disgusting to see the NEVER-ENDING streams of people strolling down in groups and it's like a big CATERPILLAR if it's seen from a Giant's eye view. LMAO LAH. I even told ah en to call her RP friends to ascertain if the school is closing and whether it's ok to go to RP. LOL. What a thrilling experience. Hilarious. Ok well, upon reaching RP we just went to th library as usual and started studying from 1+pm to near 7pm. Cool.
After which we met ah kui for dinner @ Northpoint's e18ghteen chefs. Th student promotion is so so worth it. WE FOUND A NEW SPOT TO DINE :DD So we ate and chatted, from a crowed fish market to a dead empty shell. Laughing is th key! Darling, your TWENTY PLUS group of people huh, and your ONE-DAY-OVER-200-HITS huh! HAHAHAHA ROFL(rolling on floor laughing)+LMAO(laughing my ass off) TTM(to the max)! HAHAHAHA.
Ok ending my post here! XDD ~
P.S. I'm surprised w my Fam Law coursework grades! (:
Penned downn @ 7:00 PM♥ Monday, August 17, 2009
Been off-line for 2whole days.
I'm so amazed at how disciplined I am! I didn't touch my lappie for 2 whole days.
I'm glad I'm proud!
I'm currently chiong-ing revision and memorising for my main exams.
MBS is hell lots of memorization.
I haven't start revision for BA yet.
I'M SO GONNA CHIONG TTM.
So anything pls call or text me, instead of leaving offline messages on MSN.
:DD
Will come online once in a couple of days to check FB and emails though.
Oh ya, share with you something:
Usually parents will be so proud of their kids when they see them sitting in front of their desk studying for th whole day, isnt it? Well, yesterday I shut myself in my room, sat at my desk and studied for 6hours straight. Daddy came in and was like SO ALARMED. He said(in mandarin), "Aiyo!! YOU BEEN STUDYING STRAIGHT?? CANNOT LIKE THAT ONE YOU KNOW? FASTER FASTER, GO LIE DOWN ON TH BED REST AWHILE, OR GO WATCH TV. Your brain ar! DON'T STUDY ALREADY DONT STUDY ALREADY!".
I was like, wth. I don't even feel tired, instead felt that he INTERRUPTED MY MEMORISING PROCESS. So I just like, tsk, nvm lah. Then he went out of my room, after 3mins, shout from th living room, "XIN AH! I SAY CANNOT LIKE THAT STUDY ONE AH! ENOUGH ENOUGH." Wth >.< HAHAHA. Luckily he left th house after a while.
Coolie~
Ok lah, I got to go~
JIAYOU ! :DD
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Penned downn @ 2:36 AM♥ Friday, August 14, 2009
I'm not a person who can go round sharing my negative feelings.. I don't know how to express myself. I don't know how to pour out my feelings to people. So what left me is to bottle up my frustrations and sadness.
It's been really long since I really cried. Well.. Just now something upsetting made me feel awfully sad and frustrated. I just wish to scream out loud and cry out loud but I thought I couldn't cos' I'm not alone at home. So tears just flowed, silently. However, I couldn't take it and just cried like crazy.
If not for th really blocked nose(thanks to th mucus) I would have just went on crying. Nevertheless I feel a weeny better now. But I still want to cry somemore.
__|__
I NEED TO SCREAM.
Penned downn @ 11:48 PM♥
BURN CALCULUS, BURN!! Finally, yesterday marked th end of my Calculus paper and this means that I can throw those lecture books away. I swear I'll never touch Calculus or anything to do with A-maths ever again!
Oh ya, before heading to th library to study Calculus, jo and I headed over to ITAS for lunch. We tried th Claypot stall. My Claypot Tofu w rice was AWESOME.
So I cam-whored a lil' when I got sick of studying..
Oh and I slept for 15mins, literally fell asleep. They said I was like jerking, moving front and back whilst sleeping. I think it's because I thought I was sleeping on bus 969 luh. Used to sleeping at 969 which made me moved to and fro. HAHAHA.
Anyways, TGIF again, which is my off-day from school. Yesterday knocked out at 1+a.m. and woke up at 3+pm today. Still feel so drained out. Basically just wasting this whole day away in front of th lappie.. Not making use of this awesomely free day. Someone, please confiscate my lappie! It's so tempting. Shyyyyttt!
Ok, I SHALL STUDY TH WHOLE DAY TOMORROW.
COFFEE SHALL BE MY GOOD PAL FOR THE NEXT COUPLE OF WEEKS.
Penned downn @ 6:59 PM♥ Monday, August 10, 2009
Currently blogging to spend the time waiting for my perspiration to be cleaned off completely before going to bath.
Had a nice workout these 3 days at the comfort of my HOME. HAHA. Arabic workout, each session lasting for 1+ hour. Feeling awesomely refreshed after a good sweat. However, am also feeling worn out after each workout session. But it's good to feel the tension on my muscles these days. HAHAHA. MUSCLE ACHE!
Next couple of days wont be able to workout due to me having to chiong studies. Thursday having my CDS (Basic Calculus) exam. And I can officially say G-O-O-D-B-Y-E to calculus! YAY!
JIAYOU XINN! (:
Ok, I'm damn smelly now.
GOT TO BATH! HAHAHAHA.
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Penned downn @ 7:00 PM♥ Sunday, August 9, 2009
HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
Though this year I don't really feel much of the National Day spirit or excitement, I still go around singing those traditional National Day songs. I think it's those songs that bring this special day meaning. Yeah. Coolie. Sing everywhere, from school to home. I also hang this little Singapore flag outta my room's window! Hahaha. Last year I did it too. Wonder what will people from the opposite side think. :P
Anyways, will be off to visit ahgong and ahma soon! Visiting the elderly makes this year's National Day more meaningful!
Oh, and MAYBE after that might head down to Malaysia again, for FOOD. How marvo is this National Day? Lmao.
I think most prolly I'll be in the car when the time hits 8.22pm, the "Pledge Moment". So I'll be reciting the pledge in the car! COOOOOL!~
HAHAHAHA!
Penned downn @ 4:38 PM♥ Friday, August 7, 2009
I can't be more than happy to announce that projects for year 2.1 have finally been officially over and done with. (:
I really want to thank Vicky & Daniel for your hardwork in our projects for Family Law and Law of Contract. It's nice working with the two of you. Although our group has just the three of us, due to the other one being kick-ed out for reasons-we-know, I know it's adequate and I'm satisfied(: I hope I can stick to the two of you for the next semester, though I don't know if you guys want to have me as your project groupmate :x HAHAHAHA!
Next, I want to thank Vicky, Mahdi and Jovine for your effort in our MBS Access project. Although one day just before the submission date there had been some screwed-up issues, we manage to solve them somehow. Glad that you guys didnt complain having to re-do some of your parts here and there due to the screwed-up shit and yeah. I think we have done a pretty good job. Presentation was good. Thank you guys!
Ok, now it's time to give myself a short short break. Replenish my energy and compensate myself for my lack of sleep. After that I shall C-H-I-O-N-G mugging! 2+ weeks to exams before the semester officially ends.
GOGOGO xinn! :DD
-Me after declaring the end of projects XDD
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Penned downn @ 4:49 PM♥ Monday, August 3, 2009
I'm so glad I've gotten over it in such short span of time.
Positive thinkings are always what help me to deal with alot of problems.
I have to thank myself for it. (:
Well, MBS Access presentation tomorrow!
And THAT'S IT for Access.
I hope I don't have to touch Microsoft Access ever again, yes, even at work in the future!
Tomorrow either good presentation, or screwed presentation.
GO GO MY GROUP!
xDD ~
So yeah, executive wear tomorrow.
This semester is shiok, only one formal presentation! [:
Penned downn @ 11:18 PM♥ Saturday, August 1, 2009
The worst thing has happened now.
I can't accept the fact.
At that point of time, my heart shattered into infinite pieces. It sunk to infinite depths.
But I have to pretend nothing had happened.
I have to be th middleman now.
I think I srly sucks damn fking big time.
Why.
I THOUGHT God's being fair to me this time round.
But no.
Instead, it brought me big blow.
Nevertheless, thinking of th positive side now is th only option.
And I'm sure am feeling better now.
I sure sucks.
I think I should have just banged my head.
ZZZZZZZZOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGG!
I think I'm drowning. :(
&I've lost my motivation now.
My just-found motivation.
And it's broken.
I'm feeling like a shyt now.
Real shyt.
Fktard meeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I'm rly rly giving up.
It's 4a.m. now.. I can't sleep. Th conversation is still on-going.
Too big a blow.
A blow that has blown away my fatigue..
Time to emo one side (lol).
Penned downn @ 4:10 AM♥
As I anticipate..
As my heart skips a beat..
As I halt..
And as you said nothing at all.
I think am a loser.
Damn shittening. Damn loser.
Oh shyt! Hehehe.
I cannot let anything affect me, at least for this period of time.
Let me concentrate studying for my exams.
&yeah, it's August already.
Oh boy! How fast this semester passes..
-Pls, I hate guessing games.
Penned downn @ 1:14 AM
