♥ Friday, October 30, 2009
Oh Heaven, please stop pouring.
I want to go down and meet my two dearies for dinner soon!
STOP RAINING PLEEEAASEEEEEE!
Penned downn @ 6:48 PM
♥ Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Daddy, I feel so angry at you.
You've been coughing so so so badly, for days, and I said, "Let's go see the doctor,".
You replied in such a not-so-happy tone, "Seen already lah,".
Your insensitive reply sent me walking back to my room with tears welled up in my eyes.
I know you have seen the doctor at the clinic.
What I meant was, to the hospital.
I know you don't want to go to the hospital to check what's exactly gg on with your health, be it because you don't want to face the truth or because of God-knows-what-reason. But, why can't you think in your family's shoes? Having you been coughing at such a rate, won't your family feel so hurt? Won't your family's heart ache? Even if you do not wish to take care of your health, we do still want to take care of you. Even if you see your health or even life as something insignificant, we do still treat you as our paramount importance.
Why can't you think of how we will feel?
It's not all about you. There's still us whom you need to think of!
How can you be so irresponsible, towards your life, towards your family?
You make me feel so helpless.
I feel so useless to not be able to help you.
Please do a check up.
Please stop dragging.
Right now I feel so so hurt and angry.
I feel like washing my hands off you, leaving you in your own lurch, leaving you to decide if you want to carry on like this, suffering this torment, at the same letting your family feel ripped and upset.
But you know, I can't bear to do this to you, daddy.
Penned downn @ 2:20 PM♥ Tuesday, October 27, 2009
This is the 2nd week of Semester 2. So far, things are progressing in a just-nice speed/manner. I know by the time it gets to week 5 or so, things will start to get hectic. Before I am even getting real busy on my academic, I'm already sick. 3rd time sick this year. FML.
Currently, my sis, daddy and me are sick. Daddy so poor thing, sick w fever for like 4+days already. I asked him if he's hungry, so I can cook for him, even if it's just a tiny bowl cos' I know his appetite has been so poor due to him being ill. However he just have got no appetite at all. :( Never seen him so weak before. Sis just told mummy and me last night that the house is so much peaceful now that daddy has fallen ill but, boohoo, daddy is just so poor thing luh. Really hope he can get well soon. Every one time he coughs, my heart just halt and got pierced.
So despite me being sick now, I have to look after daddy more than myself. I haven't eaten any medicine. :/ Not that I'm complaining having to look after daddy of course, but just that, without someone to shower me w care and concern during this period of illness I feel kind of, erm, 'sour'. :'(
I'm feeling sleepy and hungry now. But I don't want to sleep, neither do I want to eat since daddy isn't eating.. How I wish mummy took leave from work today.. Sigh.
Thank God it's off-day from school tomorrow.
Penned downn @ 6:12 PM♥ Sunday, October 18, 2009
Hello, once again, I'm blogging like near-to-2-weeks since my last post. So I shall compensate by giving a really ultra long and pic-spammed post. :D Ok lah, I don't know if anyone's reading my near-to-dead bloggie anyways but at least ah kui has been waiting to read my trip to the Singapore Flyer. Hahaha. So here it is! Hohoho.
09 October 2009
Before heading to City Hall for our flyer ride, darling and I went to Bugis to shopshop. Both of us bought a baggie each! Eh I love my new baggie lah! Darling's not bad also, cool, and is her style! Hahaha. After having shopped at Bugis Street, we went down to Iluma to use the loo. -.-" Went to the top level's. Cam-whored at the loo. Okay you know girls like to take photos in the loo for god-knows-what-reason. Lol. Oh, bumped into Feng Ting jie there when we were leaving the loo, how coincident! Oh yes, darling brought me to peep at the new club, SE7EN. Seems cool. [= We then left Iluma, ready to leave for City Hall. The escalator was so 'long', so I sat on the way down, and the wind gushed down towards my back and was so shiok can!
Trained to City Hall, went to the destinied busstop to wait for the 'FunVee' shuttlebus to take us to the flyer. Whilst at the busstop...
Finally the shuttle bus came! It's $2 per person for the ride. Each of us was then given 2 tickets, one for a free shuttlebus return trip to City Hall, and another for $2-off an original-priced flyer ticket, so it's like a rebate from the shuttlebus ride. However the latter didn't apply to darling & I as our tickets were at student-price($10), not that of the original price. But it's okay! Still worth it. Students who have yet to take the flyer, quickly take it, promotion of $10/ticket is valid til 31Dec'09! Yes, that's the privilege of a student. Hahaha. Whilst on the bus...
Okay so after bout 15mins, we reached our destination! Woohoo. Bought drinks, then took photo w a gorilla/orang gutan/monkey. And then we bought our flyer tickets!
Off we went to the 'queue-up' area!
At the queue-up area, there's practically no barrier to prevent people from falling out. But well, here's the 'safety CATCHER'...
Some random cabin pics...
And we saw this cabin specially catering for those who wish to hold something special.. How sweet!
So it's finally our turn to hop on to the cabin! Massive cam-whoring session!
Now, the creative shots!
And now, the kuku shots!
And the sceneries...
After the 30-min flyer ride, the cabins were lit up! Awww. It's okay, we'll go for a night flyer ride with ah kui! (:
After that, had dinner at Popeyes. Not recommendable. Lol. Rather go have Macdonald's. :x So dined and chatted for some time before we left to take the shuttlebus back to City Hall.
Back to City Hall, trained back to Yishun and went separate ways home. (:
Penned downn @ 10:01 PM♥ Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Aloha! It seems like I'm blogging on a 1-week-plus basis. Well. LAZY LUH. Anyways only a few peeps read my blog.. So, no need to be so happening right. :/
28th Sept'09 (Monday)
Last Monday, went for a cycling outing at East Coast Park with Simin, Mark and Jun Da. It WAS supposed to be a CLASS OUTING. LOL. But some backed out or went uncontactable so it was just the four of us. Nonetheless, it was still pretty okay, and was a nice cycling dayout in fact. Oh yup, we also went down to the beach to PLAY WITH WATER. (-_-)
Oh, and MARK, paiseh for my SLOW cycling speed. Rofl!
Dinner @Swensens, with Daniel Yip joining us. Was a torture cos' stomach wasn't well. Made trips to the loo. Couldn't enjoy that nice western foodie. __|__ man. After eating, Simin & I went to the loo and RELIEVED ourselves. My stomach felt awesome after that.
Bus-ed back to Yishun from Bugis via 980 with Simin & Jun Da. After that I went to the prata shop to find sissy and her bf cos' I don't want to go down to the scary road home myself. HAHAHA. Yeap, then home-d at bout 12.30a.m. Legs were terribly 'sour', but was fine after I woke up the next day. :D
1st Oct'09 (Thurs)
It was Children's Day! HAHAHA. Awww, how I miss celebrating this once-fantastic holiday. Anyways, accompanied ah cat to study @Starbucks. Supposed to meet her at like 10.30am for BREAKFAST @Ya Kun, but I OVERSLEPT and woke up at 11 instead. Oh shyt. So we met at 12+ in the end and it was time for lunch already, no more Ya Kun!! OOops! So I brought my lappie there to spend the time, as usual. See, I just have got too much time to spare. Hmmmm. Then had dinner together. Yeap, that's it.
10th Oct'09 (Sat)
Ok, finally to 4days ago. Went Yishun Safra with darling for bowling cos' she's having a bowling competition soon. LOL. Damn random laaaah, ke lian de darling. Played only one game, and then we went to play POOL. Yipeeeee, fun fun! Had 2 games of pool. Then we walked back to Northpoint. Had a sudden craving for the famous Ice Kachang at 926. So went to have a bowl before gg down to Northpoint. Hee. Yummy, it was still as yummy as before. (:
Ah en and I slacked at the library reading magazines to spend the time away. Bout 1hour+ later, Chenpheng reached, so we went down to have dinner at BBQ Chicken. We actually ate for like 1 hour plus. It was bout 9pm, Surhui had reached, so we went down to meet him and then proceeded to buying candles and firecrackers. Bumped into Jianfang and Huosheng at the shop. We then went down to the park/garden and PLAYED, while Chenpheng went home to BATHE (-.-). He came back with lanterns! WEEEE. What's mid-autumn festival without lanterns man? So I lit one and carried it, while sitting down. Kind of ZIBI but it's okay. LOL.
Played played, chat chat, cam-whored, blablah-ed, left there at bout 1045pm. Walked w darling to the chongpang busstop. When my bus came, we went separate ways and back home. :D
Penned downn @ 7:03 PM
