♥ Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Yes.. it's 6+am now and I'm still up.
Adam Lambert - Whataya Want From Me
It's finally February.. Yet in the first hour of February I had to face shyt. It's all acting up once again at home. I hate it.. And yes, I cried. I couldn't understand why I'm facing problems after problems, so I just broke down. Studies' enough to take a toll on me, and I've been facing one other issue, and now this problem at home. Seriously, God, are you trying to play around with me? I can't take so much You know. It's suffocating, I really can't breathe soon. I will collapse one day soon, if problems just keep piling on me..
At that point of time, I asked myself, "Where's that someone whom I at this moment, need the greatest pillar of support & comfort from?". Crying alone like that wasn't fun you know. The more I thought to myself, the more I cried. But after letting my tears run, I felt better. Thanks, my #Twittergang, I feel the love & warmth. What do I do without you guys? (L)
Now to my studies.. Seen some light towards the end of this really hiong past 1 month or so life. Basically I haven't been getting enough sleep, with around 3 hours of sleep or none at all, due to chionging of projects, tutorials and tests. It's been hell, really. Finally left with one last major project, and which is to be over and done with by Wednesday morning. Awesome much.
Speaking of arrival of February, I just hope that everything will be smoothsailing ahead for me. January wasn't a good month. I experience much of the downside of life, been thru' so many things, been there done that.
I just hope I can focus on my studies for this month of February, that's it. Last day of school on 3 March at 1130hrs. Just need to be given the strength & motivation to endure through this stressful period. Give me no additional or redundant problem(s), please. I've had enough, really.
Life's in such a blardy twirl now.
Penned downn @ 6:28 AM
